Lost

Just my thoughts late at night pass midnight , cause I really do not know who or where can I turn to anymore. 

It hurt that much that I couldn't even speak, but just sit at one corner of the house with despair, with absolute no control of what's coming along on my cheeks with my emotions. 

It's warm, that's the only thing I knew. 

I Thought I could protect you till the day I don't have the ability to , but I never thought it was this soon. 

My good intentions... Treated like shit... 

My care for you... Got mistaken... 

Your trust for me.... You doubted me...

My love for you... Ignored... 

Me to you... Nothing but a piece of shit trying to break things up between people, sensitive , whatever you can name. 

Nothing I do will ever be Enough for anyone, nothing.

I mean no one. Like really. 

I was NVR EVER ANYONE'S FUCKING CHOICE. NVR. 

neither anyone would  ask me to stay. 

When everything went pitch black, I knew everything is pointless. 

Our pictures replaced, everything becomes so dark. I'm scared. 

P.S. I'm really hurt this time. Having anything now is pointless.